I. Am. Thankful.
I tried to sleep today away, but my Dad would not allow me to.
I heard him say “Regan” clearly…as if he were standing over me while I slept in his chair in his room.
A room that my Mom and I haven’t been able to enter, clean or organize since 9/9/21.
“Regan” is all I needed….his voice was clear. I tried not to wake up, hoping that I would hear it again.
Today is different…and this difference is a new beginning. But, he is RIGHT HERE.
My Mom is sad. She is trying HARD to put up this front, but I caught her today in the kitchen sobbing…SOBBING. My Mom does not cry….EVER!!.
We will be OK. We. Will.
I am Melvin Ford’s daughter…how blessed I am.